So used to being the nonchalant one with friends that any form of venting from MYSELF feels like I’m just begging for attention. Like lowkey I’m just gonna be chill about some life changing issue. I only vent here cuz it’s not directed at anyone. It’s MY diary type shit
when you think you’re finally recovering and maturing and then all of a sudden you’re back at the very beginning in the exact same mental state you were in when you were 13-14
“Hey, thanks for watching our kid while we go on date night” hey no problem
“Hey[name], thanks for putting our kid to bed while we get drunk after only supposed to be going to the movies!” No problem at all !
“Hey, thanks for helping us with money.” No issue haha!
All it takes.
how do you tell someone "i'm not ignoring you i'm just disconnected from reality right now and the days are all blurred together and i feel completely apathetic towards everyone/everything around me so it's really hard for me to maintain a conversation" without saying that