@cxorvuse Mau ikutan males malesan. Karena kegiatan paginya udah selesai semua, jadi mau habisin waktunya untuk recharge energi juga sebelum besok dipakai tempur.
Kalau masih meriang sore sampai malam nanti, diminum Paracetamolnya, ya. Lebih enak dipakein bye bye fever deh. Kita cobain chapters-nya satu-satu, supaya tau nanti ke depannya harus gimana and I cannot be in this current chapter if you hadn’t be here, Khai. Sehabis gereja kegiatannya langsung ngehibur diri, makan sambil nonton Netflix, kalau antuk nanti tinggal tidur, semoga aja bangun-bangun nggak harus ngerasa berat lagi. Ini masih di luar? Pulangnya jam berapa? Jangan kemaleman ya, badannya masih ringkih itu.
Today, I’ve learned that the art of healing has so much to do with our heart and logic which we could not make them as one—with its might and its ‘whys’ that sometimes don’t need answers right away. A wise fairy told me that healing isn’t a competition over who moves on faster, who finds a new lover first or who still walks with sorrow, pain, grief and desperation. Perhaps meeting new people can light up your heart. Perhaps spending time with friends can ease the sadness on your face. Perhaps loving someone new is the only way forward (but I hope you won’t make another heart feel worthless again.)
Or perhaps the kindest path is simply allowing yourself to feel everything as the waves come because being honest and empathetic is who I truly am.
There may still be denial, rage, disappointment, a fight the bad and good inside me, but again, I choose the most delicate way. I don’t want to hurt my own heart nor the heart of someone I may love someday. And I do believe, when everything’s settled, God with let me to share my love with God’s chosen, a man. A man who I will worship him good the way God knows what is best for me.
@Juzeyons Those are other way, having yourself iand enjoy your moments away from the crowd, thank you for spending your time with something you love, Jun! Please tell me if you find something funny or caught your interests, I want to know!
Thank you for taking care of our Khai with so much happiness as he deserves. I’m happy to know that you enjoyed your moments, meeting a lot of new people and suddenly it changed something within you the way you see the world. Mhm, aku percaya dengan caranya yang berbeda-beda, tapi dengan maksud dan arti yang sama. We healed, no, we accepted. Istirahat yang cukup hari ini ya, Khai. Kalau udah ada obatnya, diminum supaya nggak berkelanjutan. Kecapekan kayaknya, dah, istirahat ya.