Anvil

*MDNF
*20 They/Them
*Shedrtwt
*sw: 161lbs cw: 122.6lbs gw: 105lbs ugw: 95lbs

[Anvil @Soulbound_Anvil]

Until I make myself a proper intro post I'm gonna say here I may be part of shtwt rn but I will NEVER post/retweet pictures of any kind of sh, I just talk about my own experiences surrounding sh sometimes, I'm gonna have this as my pinned until I make an intro so my oomfs know

[sujey ⋆ ˚｡⋆୨୧˚ @chocomiilk222]

alright yall this isn’t funny anymore… Halloween is in 83 days and I need to lose at least 20 lbs by then

[Anvil @Soulbound_Anvil]

I hate being short I need to go back to eating 600 cal a day asap if I actually wanna make progress instead of maintaining for a whole month AGAIN

[Anvil @Soulbound_Anvil]

@femcelthoughts I have to get tested for adhd now💔

[Anvil @Soulbound_Anvil]

Literally how do I force myself to stop overeating every single day, how do I keep myself from being tempted by food when I spend so much of my day around it, what can I even do #edrtwt

[Anvil @Soulbound_Anvil]

I regular a place for lunch at work and they gave me a free ice cream cause I usually get one anyways and it was so good BUT it made me fuck up todays whole eating plan and now I'm gonna be super fat tomorrow when I know my friends are gonna get pizza

[Anvil @Soulbound_Anvil]

@femcelthoughts Hello friend! It is❤

[Anvil @Soulbound_Anvil]

JUST REALIZED MY SAFE FOODS ARE RIDICULOUS I SOUND LIKE A 14 YEAR OLD BOY LISTING THEM OUT "cinnamon toast crunch, kraft macaroni and cheese and milk" BROTHER.

[Anvil @Soulbound_Anvil]

@fairypinkpoop Cinnamon toast crunch, kraft macaroni and cheese and milk

[Anvil @Soulbound_Anvil]

Gonna see if I can remember to take pictures of what I eat cause I really wanna post wieiads

[𓏲🪽ྀི ˚. ˖ . ݁ @femcelthoughts]

every day i become more autistic and more disordered

[Anvil @Soulbound_Anvil]

Gonna try to lock in, wrote out rules for myself to follow cause I NEED to be gw before december, preferably ugw or lower but I'm so close to gw I'd take even just that I HATE NOT HAVING SELF CONTROL AND I HATE BEING FAT!!! #edrtwt

[Anvil @Soulbound_Anvil]

Day 5 post workout:
I'm convinced it's not doing anything but I'm recovering from the pain much quicker, might double the workout tomorrow and if no results after day 7 I'll do it for another week to see if it just needs more time to be effective

[Anvil @Soulbound_Anvil]

Gonna try this workout for a week with 1 min planking and see if it does anything cause I'm so fucking tired of all my fat being in my stomach SO if it does do something I'll post before and after pics of my stomach #edrtwt

[Anvil @Soulbound_Anvil]

Day 4 post workout:
It really hurts probably because I was also physically active at work, skipped drainage again but might do another workout + drainage in the morning if I have time before work, I feel like it isn't doing anything so I might retake measurements after I'm done

[Anvil @Soulbound_Anvil]

@Pegasus_Ruler Do not stick to just drinks I tried that and it fucks your bowel functions up really bad, try to get something thicker or a few solids in when you can if you plan on using stuff other than water

[Anvil @Soulbound_Anvil]

@aciidkittiie Literally I weigh myself so much that I've got a whole routine to it and I still HATE IT💔

[Anvil @Soulbound_Anvil]

End of thread I made this to procrastinate my workout

[Anvil @Soulbound_Anvil]

Thread of things that started my ED:

I genuinely believe if this stuff never happened I never would've minded being fat, I would've just been able to see myself as I am, a person

None of the images are mine!!!
#edrtwt thread

[Anvil @Soulbound_Anvil]

And the last one I can remember being when i was working in fast food my manager said I "had gotten a bit chubby" which made me realize my stomach was pressing against my shirt but when i started there it didn't touch my shirt at all