I’m getting really sick of people only talking about the gas prices as if that’s the only price that’s high and impacting our lives.
EVERYTHING is fucking insanely expensive!
FUCKING
E-V-E-R-Y-T-H-I-N-G
I’m so fucking tired of living in a world where old white men make the biggest decisions about our lives, and they will never have to live with the consequences of their fucked up choices.
“What's wrong with you lately? You seem to be checked out and not yourself.”
Me: I'm grieving a life I thought I would have, battling stuff that no one knows about, and craving a future that I don't think exists for me, so yeah I'm pretty checked out. I'm fine though.
Can I vent real quick? Ima delete this later, but honestly I just don't feel good about anything. Physically, financially, spiritually, everything! Really atp existing is exhausting, I'm not suicidal or anything but it just feels like everyday I'm just here trying to survive. I know there's better and will come but this feeling is so overwhelming and I have no one to talk to about this. Im so tired. Im trying so hard to give it to God, It will work out but right now im exhausted by everything!
WHY AM I SO FAR BEHIND EVERYONE MY AGE?? WHY IS IT SO HARD FOR ME TO DO THE SAME THINGS AS EVERYONE ELSE ??WHY CANT I JUST BE NORMAL AND NOT STRUGGLE OR BE SCARED OF EVERYTHING
no one talks about how hard it is when your mood is constantly switching between "its okay, i don't care. i'm fine" and "i don't know how much more i can take"
As a young person there’s a special kind of sadness that hits on Friday nights when you really want to go out have fun enjoy your youth and make memories but have no plans no invites and no notifications so you just sit at home and feel the time passing by