Why do people only seem to care about depression, until you're literally telling them how depressed & stressed you are? I am literally saying how I currently feel useless, like a failure and hate myself. I am explaining all that's going on and it could matter less.
@clvbsick I have a very prominent spot on my elbow and it sort of moved around when I was a kid but only on my elbow. Now I think it basically stays the same. I don't pay attention to it but it's only noticeable on my elbow.
Iโm so burned out and depressed that I feel like Iโm regressing as a person. Iโve lost my ability to communicate and genuinely connect with others. Iโm so focused on surviving and staying safe in a chaotic world that Iโve forgotten how to socialize or enjoy life. My personality feels muted, my hobbies are gone, and I feel like an empty shell trapped in survival mode instead of truly living. && I hate it here