Non-depressed people will be so confused when you tell them you had a sobbing breakdown and you frame it like it’s the best news you’ve had in months
(Because crying means you aren’t numb anymore, which means you’re reconnecting with your humanity)
Why is it so hard for people in my life to reciprocate basic kindness and courtesy back to me? Is it the autism? The ADHD? My other mental disorders? The fact that I'm trans?
Truly I'm alone
I've said it before, but the most vicious homophobia I've ever endured on this website came from other leftists in 2024 when I maintained that Harris was the clear choice for LGBTQ Americans. That reaction played a significant role in my choice to leave that sphere.
@N4MW0NS It took her a fucking week to say that she didn't want to go out with me, which was fine I wasn't even expecting a yes
But this is ridiculous. This was like dangling the keys in front of a prisoner saying maybe for weeks but then no (not that extreme but it's what it feels like)
I honestly don't care that she doesn't want to be friends but she sent me a note leading me to believe that she wanted to she just needed space so I gave that to her and this just feels insulting and unfair that I was led on
@N4MW0NS I genuinely don't know why people do this to me even other neurodivergent people why can't people just say yes or no not "well maybe but like give me a whole fucking year to think it over"