Needed a break need a change
It might break me
You without me
And me without you.
Knew it'd come to this
Inevitable it would
Seen it for miles
Less and less smiles
Sit let's talk for awhile
"I don't feel good"
I need this.
A break before it breaks me
Before I can't be me.
when u find out that late night drive home song stress relief main riff was "stolen" from the song harvey by her's BUT THEN u find out that her's "stole" that riff from the song sweet bird by young hunting.
music is fucking crazy and id say they just got inspired from each other.
History repeats.
Wether you want it to or not.
"I don't like her" oh god I'm shot
I've been here before this is terrible.
Different server different year
I FUCKING hate her, I hate me.
Hopeless hallelujah
Thanking God for this glorious era brightening my days.
Restoring light into my soul
Two hearts intertwined.
The ache deeper than I should hold
Never one to be bold
For you my heart flutters
My eyes shutter
Last thing on my mind
"I love your eyes on mine"
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The very room i'd been in 1000 times
Your name tastes bitter
Like tasting a lime
The wind blows the chime
In my thoughts I'm alone
Just me in this world
But I have her now
And I won't be ever alone
โI love you more than you knowโ i say to you when you comfort me after youโve rid all of my worries i stay up all night for you hoping you'll go to bed before i do i get you its true
You get me like no body else does
And after everytime i smile, i smile like an idiot because so are you. Because i love everything about you.
The little things you do by responding so quickly to a single text saying your name and immediately ask me what's wrong
You care about me and i am so grateful that you do
When I feel bad
I self destruct badly
I want to reach out to those that have wronged me
Want to regain their friendship
When I feel say I re-read your message from that day.
The one day that changed me
For the worst
Put the worst anxiety in my stomach
Made me say please lord
Pt-2
I don't want this
I get mad
Because you ghosted me
I got close to you
And you left me
You allowed me to dream again
To be me again
And you ripped it away from me
I still wonder why
It still makes me form rivers in your name
And tsunamis till it runs everyone away
Alone
It's not that bad but I can't sleep
I lay awake wishing you'd text
But I hear not a peep I walk out school ground past your table act like I'm looking around
I pass you in the halls and I just wanna fall
Into line with you
Walk side by side next to you
Spend time with you
This break feels like forever our bond is severed broken from acid from my eyes god I wish I could fly I stay in the sky so I don't have to say bye
For a week I cried
And you were just fine
I contemplated life
Hm, therapy seems nice
But I didn't need it
You didn't need me