Poya

local spawnist moth NOT A CULTIST

Any/All

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19 yo

Cosmo Spawnist and Student Herbalist

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Open to DMS

[Poya @SpawnMoth]

i know spawnism is associated with a lot of harmful people from the past, and ik that makes some uncomfortable.

i’m not them. i’m just here trying to turn it into something better. if you have questions or concerns, i’m open to talk just don’t come with pure hostility please ^^

[Poya @SpawnMoth]

@fuunnaotoko how annoying

[willo 𓆲 @_VINEGAR00N]

TOP 1 THING YOU SHOULD NEVER DO AS SOMEONE WITH OCD:

# 1 - GO ON TWITTER

[Poya @SpawnMoth]

hello !

ive been focusing on my mental a lot for the past month or so hence why ive been gone

i think im improving but i just wanted to say; im still here!

ive begun writing my own text of spawnism and would like some ideas!

spawn bless you!

#spawnism #spawnist #spawntwt

[Poya @SpawnMoth]

@f3rnlief 67.....!!!!!!

[Sky 🤍💛 @rednightlights_]

do age regressors get dysphoric when they spell stuff right

[Poya @SpawnMoth]

hello !

ive been focusing on my mental a lot for the past month or so hence why ive been gone

i think im improving but i just wanted to say; im still here!

ive begun writing my own text of spawnism and would like some ideas!

spawn bless you!

#spawnism #spawnist #spawntwt

[Poya @SpawnMoth]

@barely_lethal_ @Nexter669805 wasnt really in a cult but more a cult like environment

took me years to leave that alone, communities you are manipulated into and given the mindset that others are wrong/evil are RLLY hard to leave

[Poya @SpawnMoth]

@respwnedtwotime Schizophrenia is too easily diagnosed

a lot of doctors see delusions, psychosis, etc and assume its schizophrenia when it could be thousands of other things

not saying you have those

[Poya @SpawnMoth]

am still alive

[Poya @SpawnMoth]

Are there master lists of all problematic spawnist figures?

like aliases and stuff they might go by too

[Poya @SpawnMoth]

its also hard to trust ppl wont suddenly hurt me like my abusers said they would

[Poya @SpawnMoth]

not a proshipper and i get uncomfortable around topics like that due to complex reasons

but yah people seem to lose their shit at the idea that paraphilias can develop in victims

even then i dont think anyone owes anyone else "normality" or w/e, victims especially

[Poya @SpawnMoth]

"i get ur a victim and all but why can’t you be normal"

some1 actuallt said this to me and its like… fuck u! the entire reason i tell ppl i suffer from trauma due to grooming isn’t because i want sympathy its just to clarify that sometimes my moral compass is out of wack +

[Poya @SpawnMoth]

Are there master lists of all problematic spawnist figures?

like aliases and stuff they might go by too

[Poya @SpawnMoth]

its still grooming.. the entire point is that your emotions are being used against you

even if its words on a screen and nothing is physically present it still can effect you emotionally especially if you’re young and don’t have many ppl to trust outside of that space

4/4

[Poya @SpawnMoth]

One of the things that annoys me as of recent is how often people seem to misunderstand online grooming

especially w/ "close the computer screen" type arguments

it isn’t always comparable to actual person to person abuse but it still affects ppl so dont dismiss it

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[Poya @SpawnMoth]

-they’re being villainized and believe anyone outside of that person or group will hurt or hate them (which often is reinforced a lot by some fandom cultures) or they are just literally being blackmailed with information that they find really uncomfortable

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