Do you ever just lay in bed trying to get tired because itβs late and just make yourself cum- not because youβre horny but because you just hope it helps you fall asleep faster?
I just remembered that as I was waking up from anesthesia, I asked the nurse how long I should wait until having anal again - really funny in hindsight because I have not done that in 4 years, and also at the same time I learned to never have family around after surgery.