@jayybee219 My energy mainly. I used to just wanna lay up after smoking, no motivation at all, just tired. I used to just smoke to smoke & if I couldn’t smoke I’d get irritated lowkey. & my anxiety!! I used to get so anxious when I was high. Literally overthinking about anything.
Stop being a CNA and RN for the money if you don’t actually like caring for people!!!! You and more importantly your patients will suffer and that’s just not fair too them! I hate it