Passive suicidal ideation isn't always wanting to die; it's wishing you could stop existing without having to do anything to make it happen. It's feeling so emotionally exhausted that the thought of never waking up feels like relief, not fear.
Passive suicidal thoughts are when you don’t necessarily want to die, but you’re so mentally and emotionally exhausted that you wish you could fall asleep and never wake up, or simply disappear without having to do anything to make it happen.
Being suicidal doesn't always mean planning to end your life. Sometimes, it's an unbearable ache, existing without feeling alive, wishing you didn't have to keep going. it's not wanting to act, but not caring if you die. it's being alive and struggling to feel glad about it.
One of the best feelings for an introvert is slipping out of a social event without anyone noticing, driving home in complete silence, and feeling more at peace with every mile