I'm sorry younger me
It didn't get better, you had no idea how much worse it would get
I messed everything up, I made you lose everyone you loved
You didn't deserve this
I wish I could hug you and protect you and tell you it was going to be okay
I'm so sorry for failing you
I have a fucking massive loneliness issue. Literally any time longer than 10 minutes when I'm not chatting to someone, feels so horrible and I start to get scared that everyone abandoned me again. I'm constantly scared of people I care about leaving me :(