Needle//Spoon

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[Needle//Spoon @SpoonPointz]

I will never forgive myself for leaving her she was my entire universe

[Needle//Spoon @SpoonPointz]

Iwant my ex back how fuckitng stupid coukd i have been to throw away the most precious thing to me

[Needle//Spoon @SpoonPointz]

Theres so much more i wabt to say to her i cant anymore

[Needle//Spoon @SpoonPointz]

It actually pmo so bad when she says some bullshit like i gave up on her i said soemthing in the heat of the moment and she gave up on me???? I begged fod days for her to come back and she left how fucking dare her say i left her

[Needle//Spoon @SpoonPointz]

I’ll love you forever

[Needle//Spoon @SpoonPointz]

I want my baby back :(

[Needle//Spoon @SpoonPointz]

Why does she insist that i left her in the end when i begged for days to get her back or to stay friends and chose to accept it finally after almost a week bc she hated me. Yes i broke up with her, but she left in the end.

[Needle//Spoon @SpoonPointz]

I hope she stalks my account sometimes bc i really wish i could show her this masterpiece i made on my brothers computer yesterday 😭

[Needle//Spoon @SpoonPointz]

Im still so sad she never read the ficlet i made about us bc i really liked writing it i thought it was so sweet :(

[Needle//Spoon @SpoonPointz]

Your friends are better for you than i was. My friends are better for me than you were. Everything is alright

[Needle//Spoon @SpoonPointz]

Literally what was the point in texting me “take me back” at 3am last night if she was just gonna block me again😭😭 i dont even want her back anymore but im mad confused was she just fucking with me or smth

[Needle//Spoon @SpoonPointz]

Maybe i just need someone else with autism instead of someone with depression or suspected bpd. Not saying people with those disorders shouldnt have partners but they need people who are capable of understanding them and i need someone capable of understanding me

[Needle//Spoon @SpoonPointz]

Good to know the relationship made us both want to kill ourselves i guess and good to know she fucking lied about me being helpful or a reason to live

[Needle//Spoon @SpoonPointz]

I think my ex kinda started my suicidal ideation ngl bc she normalized the hell out of it for me

[Needle//Spoon @SpoonPointz]

Why cant people understand that feeling a certain way doesnt equal being that thing?? As if i never felt like a fucking murderer every time she attempted because of me before sorry i want her to feel what i did for a year?

[Needle//Spoon @SpoonPointz]

I wish i knew all the mean bullshit shes ever said about me

[⃟⃟⃟⃟⃟⃟ @gentlyscar]

i write to you all day hoping one day you’ll be able to see that i miss you i know us talking again isnt a good idea but i truly miss you. imsorry for being like this idk whats wrong with me, ik you dontwany anything to do w me anymore

[Needle//Spoon @SpoonPointz]

I hope she reavhes out one day

[Needle//Spoon @SpoonPointz]

Im sorry how many fucking times acn i say im sorry

[Needle//Spoon @SpoonPointz]

But ik that isnt how it works for most

[Needle//Spoon @SpoonPointz]

Ive genuinely never been in a relationship before where we didnt go right back to being friends afterwards i do not know how to get over a break up without contacting them still 💔 cause after a bit talking as friends i start seeing them as just a friend again