I give up. people are pissing me off so i go back to #proship and shit, now with #prostuck#prostucktwt included i guess.
follow me if you want to hear weird shit occasionally, or me rambling about shit that pisses me off.
that's it that's the pinned.
I'll follow back maybe idk
@BR0JOHN i look like tung tung tung sahur bro no one want me, only appealing thing of me for some people could be my body hair i've got lots of it in my chest but other than that nothing good about me, not even my dih bro it looks so damn stupid
you know maybe i don't even have any friends maybe i'm alone and i just pretend people like me and i get along with them, maybe i never had a friend in my life, maybe it was all a lie
@BR0JOHN never considered the fact that i may have more conditions if i researched more, the idea is terifying me, even still how can i research stuff about that
@BR0JOHN the problem with me is that i genuinely don't get it, someone acts this way, ok, they do this, ok, they go away, ok, i don't know if we actually get along i don't know if it means something i can't tell anything because i just don't understand it
@BR0JOHN i know i have adhd but they never elaborated in that i just have adhd and that's it, as well as autism and anxiety, they just told me "hey you have these things" and that's it, maybe it's for the best i don't want to know how fucked up am i
@BR0JOHN never been medicated for my adhd but maybe i should ngl, i've been starting to take pills due to depression but other than sleeping well i still am miserable so that definitely didn't help, with the addition of still thinking of ending it and shit
@BR0JOHN i've been doing this a lot more often recently i think a lot of my neurons have died due to this, and maybe this is also the reason on why i am so cranky recently
@BR0JOHN my mom helps me with this with my sleeping pills but i lowkey hate myself and don't take them sometimes (like now) i don't know why i think i do it maybe to use more time in productive stuff but i never end up doing anything and i just keep procrastinating like the chud i am
we are still people genius, just because we do messed up shit in fiction doesn't mean we don't have feelings, or don't care for people in the slightest, or don't try to do the right thing when needed, we're like you. You just don't want to admit it