I had a board on Pinterest with easily over 1000 pictures saved. Came back to the app after a few months and the whole board is GONE. I can't see it anywhere. No notifications about the deletion. I'm livid.
@D0LLb0NeZ It's about making myself suffer because the only times my parents didn't show me any negative affection was when I felt like shit. Fun fact, I just realised it a few hours ago.
Well, the elections were a disaster. It really doesn't help my mental state to have all hopes for a bearable life in my country erased like this overnight.
I don't want to go to a hospital again but I'm worried about myself. And I'm on a study trip for the next 4 months. Help.
I have all the love I could ask for at the moment, yet I still cannot convince myself I deserve self-love. I have an amazing husband and I worry him sick with this fucking bullshit.
I'm such a pathetic failure. I feel like I'm hell when I don't eat. And each time I eat, I hate myself so much. I want this to stop. I want to feel other than miserable for one walking moment. Help.