@Iovedeathpeace @natibbon @Xuzzi it’s almost like that’s how the disorder works dumbass. this is the only mental illness that thrives off of you NOT WANTING to get better…
imagine telling someone who developed an ed because they were SA’d as a child that you hate her because “she developed a whole disorder to avoid looking like you” you know what else is a disorder? narcissism
like ppl loooove having an excuse to hate things and the excuse to hate mentally ill people is “you deserve it bc you’re all fatphobic anyway” which is lazy and not true and also centers yourself in someone else’s literal MENTAL ILLNESS wtf like no one gaf about you or your body
@noriricals i think it depends more on the individual but i lost my period at around bmi 18 the first time and then when i relapsed i got down to bmi 16 without losing it but now i have extremely weird menstrual problems sooo wouldn’t recommend trying to lose it tbh 😭
@0CALwater this sounds so fucking dumb but healthy foods. bc if i eat a bunch of low cal foods i think “well i’ve eaten a lot for only 300 cals, i guess i can eat everything else in the kitchen too and it’ll be fine” versus if i eat a pop tart i freak out and don’t eat anything else
@sucralosekale around 15k. but i live at home bc of our family situation so ive been more able to save, and ive been saving since 2018 (i dont spend a lot of money).
okay so. i need to be completely unrecognizable before my concert in mid may. how does one get rid of these white dots on my chin? (im starting on equaalberry swimming pool, hence the active breakout)