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bulimia induced brain rot @prgsk_n

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that voodoo ranger sour monkey is the devil

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lil excited for the future

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can’t wait till august so i can move to a new city and start new life and meet new ppl and address this homoerotic urge building up inside of me

[esa 🇵🇸 @miask_n]

one day ull be ‘just’ purging dinner in ur bathroom and the next ull be head down in a public bathroom a bush a ziplock bag and ur bathroom all in the same day

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@reticentidiot i love weird mountain dew flavors but this literally tastes dirty

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crying on my hands and knees with the fridge door open as if i’m having a ed subplot in a early 2000’s movie

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removed my credit card from apple pay i need to be publicly exiled i cant keep spending money i Dont Have

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#accidentallybpingallday

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that blooming onion (w 2 rolls) is totally worth the 9$ as for the sheetz onion peddles …not so much

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i’ll let her know🫠

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not everything is a bp side effect ✍️ go get checked if u feel shitty ✍️✍️✍️

[esa 🇵🇸 @miask_n]

okay thinking abt this a lot cause it explains sm what if i actually do have chronic gi bleeding lol the bj monthly blackish shits too like 🤔

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woahwoahwoah i’m so bad at keeping friends and staying up to date w ppl i need a guide to this

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@em1mew there’s so way ure falling asleep first when the uw insomnia gets to u

[esa 🇵🇸 @miask_n]

even though logically i’m aware ill have to live w bulimia for the rest of my life having my therapist say it to my face is absolutely soul crushing

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atp only studying meche so i can afford all the bulimia induced medical bills

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why must every person who i’ve ever loved be a part of who i am today im tried of checking your costar

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ik this isn’t necessarily what the reel is getting at but i think about it a lot ik now that her family tried the best they could and she tried the best she could for herself i hope she’s resting well

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idk if this is insensitive? but i remember like 3yrs ago watching amys lives wondering how her mother nd family could know what she’s doing and just let her but now i live w a mother who knows everything i do and yet i do it no one can save u they won’t do save u they can’t

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sure whoever can sit my the door as u use the bathroom they can time u they can try to stop u from bping but can u rlly ask that of them? and truthfully they might even do all of that but w an ed ull always find a way there’s only so much they Can do