anywho,,,, hey guys,,,,,,,, been a moment huh
i wanna make a big dramatic post about it all but really it's just. depression. i've been going through some of the worst depressive episodes in my life and i joke about it but yeah . i've been really unstable these last few months +
lonely fucking mess that i've been in.
so uhm. that was a lot. sorry. i just miss my friends so much and it's been so lonely :(
i don't even know what to end this thread with. take care ? check up on your mentally ill friends once in a while, yeah ? they might need it
anywho,,,, hey guys,,,,,,,, been a moment huh
i wanna make a big dramatic post about it all but really it's just. depression. i've been going through some of the worst depressive episodes in my life and i joke about it but yeah . i've been really unstable these last few months +
only enjoy me or want to spend time with me if i'm benefitting them or giving them something. they only want to be near me if i give them something or if i'm being useful for them in some way. and that's no way to live but honestly ??? i would do ANYTHING to get out of this +
UPDATE SO PEAK SO AMAZING SO FIRE IT ACTUALLY MADE ME SMILE AND HAPPY AFTER DEPRESSION HAS BEEN KICKING MY ASS 4 MONTHS NOW!!! UPDATE SO AMAZING MY WILL 2 LIVE HAS RETURNED!!!!!!!!
@HeatedHed aaaaaaaaaaa tysm!!!!!!! i've actually been doing alright 4 the past month and tbh the guilt of feeling well after so long has been keeping me back but!! i think things have been going well so far!!! i missed you and everyone else smmm ":''''3c