Main with Alt tendencies 🧚🏾♂️ Be warned. There may be smut here at some point. Men 🤙Jean Grey 🤙 90’s RnB 🤙 Unhinged Thoughts 🤙 Universal Healthcare ___
Gay guys grow up not knowing how to be friends with men due to being picked on and seen as an outcast by men through their formative years and not knowing many other young gay boys, to the point that they have trouble even being friends with other gay men once they are old enough to be around other successful gay men, and honestly? It shows.
@esssdabest You know what… thank you for posting this. I was having a very similar thought today, but tried to “love and light” my way out of that mindstate.
@kaavyya The “old people” 😭. At 27 I was perfecting the art of pretending like I knew what I was doing. And wearing a bunch of hats that never should’ve belonged to me.
@ElijahRenzee Self-deception and/or sabotage. Insecurities/ feelings that they don’t deserve the partner who is interested in them. And trying to follow “the rules” instead of honestly accessing one’s own situation and being open to creating rules to fit the desired outcome.
@OccultHours I asked myself why I believed my incorrect thoughts so intensely. Was it pattern recognition, fear based, subliminal, or just an unhinged desire?
There are still people who get excited to show you a cool rock they found, a strangely shaped cloud, a tiny frog, a pretty leaf, or a sky full of stars. That’s the kind of energy I want around me for the rest of my life.