Gabriel Sereine Yumakazu.

[Gabriel Sereine Yumakazu. @Starceather]

Guys. ☝🏻

[Gabriel Sereine Yumakazu. @Starceather]

Guys, ini bakalan jadi akun priv. Kalau nggak nyaman boleh bub aja. Karena gua bakalan marah-marah terus buat beberapa hari ke depan.

[Gabriel Sereine Yumakazu. @Starceather]

I realize that my behavior has left wounds, and I am deeply sorry for every single person who was hurt because of me. I do not want to defend myself, and I do not want to make excuses. All I want to do is apologize from the bottom of my heart.

[Gabriel Sereine Yumakazu. @Starceather]

Yang bener-bener salah adalah sikap saya yang nggak dewasa, nggak konsisten, dan bikin orang ngerasa nggak dihargai. This whole experience has been such a harsh but important lesson for me. Saya nggak bisa ngulang waktu buat benerin semuanya.

[Gabriel Sereine Yumakazu. @Starceather]

I want to sincerely apologize to her and to everyone I have hurt with my actions. I know that what I did was wrong, and I take full responsibility for it. By doing that, I caused to people around who were affected.

[Gabriel Sereine Yumakazu. @Starceather]

Saya juga sadar ada orang lain yang mungkin salah paham, dan mikir kalau saya telah melakukan kesalahan micro-cheating. But I need to be clear that was never true. Cheating has never been part of my story, not once. Kesalahannya sangat besar, dan nyakitin, tapi bukan soal itu.

[Gabriel Sereine Yumakazu. @Starceather]

Saya mau mulai dengan benar-benar minta maaf. I know I’ve made a lot of mistakes, and some of them were really serious and deeply hurtful. Saya nggak akan cari alasan, karena kenyataannya saya memang salah.

[Gabriel Sereine Yumakazu. @Starceather]

Dan saya akui sudah treat someone like shit memperlakukan orang seolah-olah mereka nggak sepenting itu. Semua itu salah saya, and I’m truly, deeply sorry for the pain I caused.

[Gabriel Sereine Yumakazu. @Starceather]

I could have chosen better, I could have been more careful, and I should have been more thoughtful. And, I have lovebombed, manipulative, stonewalling dan ngehindar dari masalah.

[Gabriel Sereine Yumakazu. @Starceather]

I cannot change the past. But I can be honest in this moment. I am sorry for all of it.

[Gabriel Sereine Yumakazu. @Starceather]

The truth is, my mistakes came from my failures to communicate, my poor handling of emotions, and my lack of consistency not from betrayal. I know that recognizing this does not erase the damage I caused you.

[Gabriel Sereine Yumakazu. @Starceather]

I have never cheated on you, nor have I entertained the idea of it. Cheating is something I cannot accept in myself or in anyone, and I want you to hear it from me directly: that was never a part of our story.