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Yo también fui un Jax alguna ves y no me siento orgulloso de eso.
@MPrincess808 I think it was harder for me as I was phys. and emotionally abused for any negative feelings. It got so bad that I learned how to pull a jax and basically shut THAT system down by force and live in this half real-half dissasociating mentality.
@MPrincess808 -how to control those emotions at all cause I never learned how to. They just kept spilling out of me uncontrollably. It was honestly terrifying.
@namujjinie Bts showing me their dicks before they ***************** 😌
@koremoonrj Happy barthday
@komemerda Its their love language 😌
@percivoreart Its funny cause those same people are also the ones who dont help at all or even mock you and do worse 🤷♀️ can confirm as someone who was also abused and TRIED to reach out but got nothing in return. Its why I dont talk or trust anyone anymore
@ScandalousCrime @souriz_e Tbh it happens all the time and it did, indeed, not want to talk to anyone even more and loathes myself more. It furthered the narrative that my life is “unrealistic”
-stopped talking about it after that. I no longer understood the word ‘help’ and what is meant to be ‘human.’
I see myself in the purple rabbit a little too much. And maybe, im already on the road to the same path
People wont believe it but I was one who did try speaking up about the abuse to people.
No one believed me. In fact, some went straight to my abuser and relayed what I said. One person called me a monster while I randomly started crying in class cause I got so overwhelmed.
I-
@_DanSly_ -what people will say about me.
The worst part of all of it was after all that, I realized NO ONE would believe me if I told them about the abuse so I stopped telling anyone about it. Cause even to me, talking about all of it felt so made up. So.. traumatizingly unreal
@_DanSly_ I also went through childhood abuse but the thing was… one abuser d13d and came back to life. The scenario already is tragic and traumatizing but my emotions were so different than everyone elses. I still havent told anyone my true feelings about all of it cause im afraid of-
@animationnerdd So… do we think kinger also tried to help queenie during abstraction and also had to be “pulled out” to be saved?
Had a dream last night where people just looked at me and just “yeah you got HEAVY CTPSD. It bad”
Like okay then 🤣🤣🤣
@thebtstimes They started it pretty soon after I left middle school. I thought it was the dumbest shit.
The hard part about ptsd with food is that now your too fucking scared to eat that food again.
Anyways, I hate raw chicken
@_faizh_ And i bet you that Jax DID tell someone else besides her mother. But that person held it over Jax’s head or told others cause “it was just this one person. No big deal” and “come on just do it. Or ill tell ——— your secret”
@poonaple_ That or the teacher never taught jax how to read sheet music, justlike mine did 😂
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