@MPrincess808 I think it was harder for me as I was phys. and emotionally abused for any negative feelings. It got so bad that I learned how to pull a jax and basically shut THAT system down by force and live in this half real-half dissasociating mentality.
@MPrincess808 -how to control those emotions at all cause I never learned how to. They just kept spilling out of me uncontrollably. It was honestly terrifying.
@percivoreart Its funny cause those same people are also the ones who dont help at all or even mock you and do worse 🤷♀️ can confirm as someone who was also abused and TRIED to reach out but got nothing in return. Its why I dont talk or trust anyone anymore
@ScandalousCrime@souriz_e Tbh it happens all the time and it did, indeed, not want to talk to anyone even more and loathes myself more. It furthered the narrative that my life is “unrealistic”
-stopped talking about it after that. I no longer understood the word ‘help’ and what is meant to be ‘human.’
I see myself in the purple rabbit a little too much. And maybe, im already on the road to the same path
People wont believe it but I was one who did try speaking up about the abuse to people.
No one believed me. In fact, some went straight to my abuser and relayed what I said. One person called me a monster while I randomly started crying in class cause I got so overwhelmed.
I-
@_DanSly_ -what people will say about me.
The worst part of all of it was after all that, I realized NO ONE would believe me if I told them about the abuse so I stopped telling anyone about it. Cause even to me, talking about all of it felt so made up. So.. traumatizingly unreal
@_DanSly_ I also went through childhood abuse but the thing was… one abuser d13d and came back to life. The scenario already is tragic and traumatizing but my emotions were so different than everyone elses. I still havent told anyone my true feelings about all of it cause im afraid of-
@_faizh_ And i bet you that Jax DID tell someone else besides her mother. But that person held it over Jax’s head or told others cause “it was just this one person. No big deal” and “come on just do it. Or ill tell ——— your secret”