@Conner_Cade_ I sent Koji a long apology a long time ago, and I addressed it to people hoping he would share it. I understand if that never happened because it was not his place to do that, but I did try to apologize and give context to my actions.
@IceGremlin_ I've been playing a bungirl and havnt hid that from people, but that was while trying to get away from everything and I dont want to do that anymore. I have even told people I was a bungirl if they asked me over the past 9 months.
@IceGremlin_ I've been gone for over 9 months. I've spent a lot of time thinking about it and there are people I think about every. single. day. I am owning up to it. I will reach out to people and hope they see it, but I dont expect or deserve any replies.
@IceGremlin_ I wouldnt even know how to start making an effort to mend things with anyone because I cannot start those conversations out of fear and anxiety. I was hoping to just move forward and not hide anything to anyone anymore. I am sorry to everyone, I really really am
@IceGremlin_ I am not asking anyone to forget anything and I am accepting responsibility for what I did and not hiding it. I am not asking any of you to be my friend or anything. I just want to be up front with everything now. I can never repair things but I can try to show Ive reformed.
And I'm staring at my wrist, hoping that the time is right when the planets will align, there will be no planets to align.
Just the carcass of the Sun and little painted marbles spinning senseless through an endless black sky.