Yesterday morning, only 2 years after my father, I have also lost my mother.
My mother was suffering from cancer & nobody knew until it was already in Stage IV.
I watched her struggle in the hospital & saw her just 1 hour before she passed at 5am yesterday. It was horrifying +
@ShiLiny_ I really appreciate hearing these words cause I start feeling guilt that I'm not crying & that I just want to play games & not think about it. It makes me feel like I didn't love her, but that isn't true. These words help me try & remember that there isn't a right way to grieve.
After hearing that my mother passed away yesterday morning, my dear friend gifted me a Zack Fair plushie to help ease the sadness and pain. 😭
He means so much to me and knowing I have him to hug when I start to feel the grief means a lot.
I'm so SO grateful...🥹
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Me, lately: Ah yes. I'm fixating on Final Fantasy games and anime I've already watched once again.
Also me: I JUST NEED THE ESCAPISM BECAUSE I CANNOT DEAL WITH MY EMOTIONS OR THE TRAUMA I AM ONCE AGAIN DEALING WITH RIGHT NOW.
Yes, I am that annoying Zack Fair fanboy.
But I can also be an annoying Cloud Strife or Aerith Gainsborough fanboy if you want that instead.
I love my three darlings very much. 💕😔
+ from dying in a lab & trying to allow him time to recover. He put his own life & safety at risk because he cared more about his best friend than himself.
I don't understand the hate towards him. I seriously don't.
Ya ever think about how Zack Fair didn't even get to see Aerith again cause he got taken to be experimented on for 4-5 years, escaped then died & she hadn't known what happened to him?
He loves her til the end. His last thoughts were on her & Cloud too.
Zack's story is tragic.
He wanted to be a hero yet he never even got to be the hero in his story.
He was so deeply loyal to a fault & yeah, maybe he was hopeful & optimistic & that annoyed people...but he was willing to carry a comatose friend for nearly a year while on the run to protect his friend +