Alëx ❄️ Gaming Mode 🎮

CBX & EXO⁹ / Also: SHINee, MonX, XLOV, Z.Tao, & LuHan | AniManga | Gamer | D&D/TTRPGs | Fan Account | Witch • They/Xe • Enby • 25+ • 🔞 mdni •

[Alëx ❄️ Gaming Mode 🎮 @Starry_Geek]

This Xiumin and this Kyungsoo would be besties.

#시우민 #XIUMIN #도경수 #DOHKYUNGSOO @companysoosoo_ @XIUMIN_INB100

[Alëx ❄️ Gaming Mode 🎮 @Starry_Geek]

@hyvjinz Thank you for your words ♡

[Alëx ❄️ Gaming Mode 🎮 @Starry_Geek]

Yesterday morning, only 2 years after my father, I have also lost my mother.

My mother was suffering from cancer & nobody knew until it was already in Stage IV.

I watched her struggle in the hospital & saw her just 1 hour before she passed at 5am yesterday. It was horrifying +

[Alëx ❄️ Gaming Mode 🎮 @Starry_Geek]

@kyoongxxgrrrl Raised a kind human... that makes me feel proud to hear that. I try but hey..I'm human and mess up too. Thank you Kels ♡

[Alëx ❄️ Gaming Mode 🎮 @Starry_Geek]

@kkaebsongHyunie Thank you kindly, friend. ♡

[Alëx ❄️ Gaming Mode 🎮 @Starry_Geek]

@FlafleMonster Thanks darling ♡

[Alëx ❄️ Gaming Mode 🎮 @Starry_Geek]

@ShiLiny_ I really appreciate hearing these words cause I start feeling guilt that I'm not crying & that I just want to play games & not think about it. It makes me feel like I didn't love her, but that isn't true. These words help me try & remember that there isn't a right way to grieve.

[Alëx ❄️ Gaming Mode 🎮 @Starry_Geek]

@thirteentheri Thank you friend ♡

[Alëx ❄️ Gaming Mode 🎮 @Starry_Geek]

After hearing that my mother passed away yesterday morning, my dear friend gifted me a Zack Fair plushie to help ease the sadness and pain. 😭

He means so much to me and knowing I have him to hug when I start to feel the grief means a lot.

I'm so SO grateful...🥹

[SHINee @SHINee]

#인기가요 🙂‍↕️↕️

#SHINee #샤이니
#Atmos #SHINee_Atmos

[Alëx ❄️ Gaming Mode 🎮 @Starry_Geek]

@DDFF_EN Oh yay! I just maxxed it out today! Level 99!

[cindy 🌥️ @unravelingsky]

[HQ SCANS] #SHINee SWVIII The Invert Apple Music Atmos Lucky Draws

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#TAEMIN #태민 #KEY #키 #MINHO #민호 #ONEW #온유 #샤이니

[KEY Updates 🍋 @diorkibum]

SHINEE KEY KIM KIBUM EVERYONE💕✨

[Alëx ❄️ Gaming Mode 🎮 @Starry_Geek]

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[Alëx ❄️ Gaming Mode 🎮 @Starry_Geek]

When you're just trying to vibe at home and the Turks show up and just barge into your house.

[Procrastinacion @Prcrstncn]

a very special comm for annaaa 💕

Nyx Ulric x Lunafreya~

#FFXV #VGen

[EXO @weareoneEXO]

#개운빨 🐶🫰

#CHANYEOL #찬열
#EXO #엑소 #weareoneEXO

[Alëx ❄️ Gaming Mode 🎮 @Starry_Geek]

Me, lately: Ah yes. I'm fixating on Final Fantasy games and anime I've already watched once again.

Also me: I JUST NEED THE ESCAPISM BECAUSE I CANNOT DEAL WITH MY EMOTIONS OR THE TRAUMA I AM ONCE AGAIN DEALING WITH RIGHT NOW.

[Alëx ❄️ Gaming Mode 🎮 @Starry_Geek]

Yes, I am that annoying Zack Fair fanboy.

But I can also be an annoying Cloud Strife or Aerith Gainsborough fanboy if you want that instead.

I love my three darlings very much. 💕😔

[Alëx ❄️ Gaming Mode 🎮 @Starry_Geek]

+ from dying in a lab & trying to allow him time to recover. He put his own life & safety at risk because he cared more about his best friend than himself.

I don't understand the hate towards him. I seriously don't.

[Alëx ❄️ Gaming Mode 🎮 @Starry_Geek]

Ya ever think about how Zack Fair didn't even get to see Aerith again cause he got taken to be experimented on for 4-5 years, escaped then died & she hadn't known what happened to him?

He loves her til the end. His last thoughts were on her & Cloud too.

Zack's story is tragic.

[Alëx ❄️ Gaming Mode 🎮 @Starry_Geek]

He wanted to be a hero yet he never even got to be the hero in his story.

He was so deeply loyal to a fault & yeah, maybe he was hopeful & optimistic & that annoyed people...but he was willing to carry a comatose friend for nearly a year while on the run to protect his friend +