𝓢𝓽𝓪𝓻☆(shedtwt)

I will become something ethereal || 18 || newly relapsed, I don’t know my goals yet

[𝓢𝓽𝓪𝓻☆(shedtwt) @Starrynightsluv]

Ok. I’m locking in. I wanna be beautiful

[𝓢𝓽𝓪𝓻☆(shedtwt) @Starrynightsluv]

I should just try again. Maybe just starve. I can’t cut or drink anymore but maybe starving will help

[yuu @Mxinight]

i made this recently wdym
#dazai #bsd #animation

[saanjh 🔮 @dontcrysaanjh]

me after having a cheat meal for the hundredth time in a week

[springflingana @springflingana]

if i didn’t have you guys during the worst point of my life i truly don’t know what i would’ve done, thank you

[𝓢𝓽𝓪𝓻☆(shedtwt) @Starrynightsluv]

What was all of it for if I got better? I was supposed to get worse

[𝓢𝓽𝓪𝓻☆(shedtwt) @Starrynightsluv]

I miss this account so much. I hate getting better. I miss my ed oomfs and starving and cutting and drugs. I hate being an adult. I’m so scared. I wanna relapse but everything is stopping me. I miss being skinny. I even miss being depressed. I feel happier now. I hate it.

[𝓢𝓽𝓪𝓻☆(shedtwt) @Starrynightsluv]

I want every bad thing in the world to happen to me ^^

[𝓢𝓽𝓪𝓻☆(shedtwt) @Starrynightsluv]

A dream

[dori @starveinstyle]

i walked by my pro ana sister who said “big as hell” to me, and my mom said “she’s getting skinnier than you” and i watched my sister’s whole face change as she got triggered

[𝓢𝓽𝓪𝓻☆(shedtwt) @Starrynightsluv]

I miss my Ed oomfs…I’m sorry guys ily

[𝓢𝓽𝓪𝓻☆(shedtwt) @Starrynightsluv]

I’m so disgusting I should die

[ghosty .. ꒰ᐢ. .ᐢ꒱₊˚⊹ @PorceIainCat]

insecurities

[𝓢𝓽𝓪𝓻☆(shedtwt) @Starrynightsluv]

It’s nice being here; not having to pretend. It’s like sticking your head underwater and feeling weightless

[𝓢𝓽𝓪𝓻☆(shedtwt) @Starrynightsluv]

Should I make a new intro?

[𝓢𝓽𝓪𝓻☆(shedtwt) @Starrynightsluv]

I thought I was doing better but I’m back ig

[lukaryote @lucathedral]

“they say all humans have a soul” #dazai