HealingTheHurt

please talk to me if ur gna follow :) Age:22 hw:233 gw:160 cw: 224 Trying to get over my eating disorder and personality disorder.

[HealingTheHurt @Starvin4Love]

i dont want to be alive, why do i have to live?

[HealingTheHurt @Starvin4Love]

@lemonlifts thanks for the suggestions!

[HealingTheHurt @Starvin4Love]

@lemonlifts that makes ot very hard to even get my shoulders off the ground

[HealingTheHurt @Starvin4Love]

@lemonlifts its not that they spill out. My low back is very weak, and I am obese, so I'm heavy already + gigantic boobs.

[HealingTheHurt @Starvin4Love]

@lemonlifts ps ur background pic is kinda fuckin awesome @ muscle men

[HealingTheHurt @Starvin4Love]

@lemonlifts needs some gentle strengthening, but most core exercises arent gentle at all :/

[HealingTheHurt @Starvin4Love]

@lemonlifts I'm willing to try and see what I can do, bc I'm not completely immobile in my core area, its mostly one side, that

[HealingTheHurt @Starvin4Love]

@lemonlifts Sit ups are still an ordeal for me atm bc my boobs are so fucking huge, any suggestions? Also keeping in mind, siatica

[HealingTheHurt @Starvin4Love]

@lemonlifts I guess bc I was running alot came off my legs, and not so much my midsection, so I look like a muffin now LOL

[HealingTheHurt @Starvin4Love]

@lemonlifts So I stopped weighing, idc anymore. Never thought Id say that. But my legs are looking strong, and I'm smaller, but my stomach..

[HealingTheHurt @Starvin4Love]

@lemonlifts I'll keep u posted on how that goes. Also, I'm still able to fit into the stuff I was wearing, but my weight is just weird

[HealingTheHurt @Starvin4Love]

@lemonlifts even exercising -_-. I got my first cheque, and I got protein shakes, and later 2day im going to go shopping for -real- food

[HealingTheHurt @Starvin4Love]

@lemonlifts bc I quickly disoovered I wasnt eating enough for someone who wanted to run everyday, I even began to loose weight when not

[HealingTheHurt @Starvin4Love]

@lemonlifts temp. disability! So I can get my shit together and move on with my life. So- I wont be living off like 5$ a month for food!

[HealingTheHurt @Starvin4Love]

@lemonlifts k so update time! (ps ur biceps are lookin awesome, like wow)! SO I HAVE GOOD NEWS! I got accepted for

[HealingTheHurt @Starvin4Love]

@CarlysVoice in life, and that your voice continues to be strong, and insightful. You are truly so special! <3

[HealingTheHurt @Starvin4Love]

@CarlysVoice hard work you have put in, to keep living your life, as normally as you can. I REALLY REALLY REALLY hope you find your place

[HealingTheHurt @Starvin4Love]

@CarlysVoice to how frustrating it can be trying to get others to understand why you do things that confuse them. I was inspired by all the

[HealingTheHurt @Starvin4Love]

@CarlysVoice I am not autistic but I do have sensory overload issues, (on a much smaller scale) and in a different way, but I can relate