Goals to achieve in 3 years :
- Have a great job that I like
- graduate from college
- start a phd in mathematics
- reach 37 kg
- be able to run 10 km
- find peace
- isolate myself as much as I can from the world
I can’t believe that body positivity is about hating on skinny people instead of unifying all women by “normalizing” and beautifying stretch marks and cellulite (for example) which we ALL have in common. I hate that this movement actually divides women
I have the biggest respect for anorexic/bulimic people actually doing great in college/uni, how are y’all able to function properly enough to study and pass successfully your exams ???
I don’t have an ed because I go through “normal” phases where I don’t like my body but also don’t hate it which isn’t coherent imo. I’m just on a diet and get really upset when I fail
My father says I’m very nervous when I’m off my meds, which means “you scare the shit out of the family when you don’t take your 1000 pills” thanks dad
Today’s the first time ever that I reach bmi 19. I’m gonna kill myself istg. I thought I was skinnier than that, but it’s all genetics. I am factually a piece of disgusting and repugnant fat
Idk who needs to hear this but nobody gives a fuck abt your looks, no one notices when you gain or lose weight, no one cares abt your hair cut or color, or even if it looks dry or greasy. Nobody gives a shit abt your outfit, nobody stares at you and -
Idk who needs to hear this but nobody gives a fuck abt your looks, no one notices when you gain or lose weight, no one cares abt your hair cut or color, or even if it looks dry or greasy. Nobody gives a shit abt your outfit, nobody stares at you and -
- thinks for hours “damn this girl was really ugly”. Nobody does that ! Real life isn’t instagram ! Your appearance is the least interesting thing about you. And if it’s the only thing you have to offer, maybe it’s time to change that