Lohnli Starvoid (Starvoid Studio)

Have a happy everyday!~ ^u^ Free huggles and headpats!~ ^w^

~ Amazing VTuber model drawn by @Jeicccat ~

~ Amazing VTuber rigging done by @eyelishhawbs ~

[Lohnli Starvoid (Starvoid Studio) @StarvoidStudio]

Since I received some kind feedback ages ago on my Original 1st VTuber video saying I was too quiet which I agree with here's a new hopefully better ver~

VTuber ~ Kirby: The Ultimate Cup Z EX Challenge Run~ [No Abilities/Items/Guarding/Retries] NEW VER.

https://t.co/RPaGuXYlfv

[jcat 🐈‍⬛ commissions open @jeicccat]

🪽 commissions open 🪽
RTs are super helpful and appreciated

12 usd skeb busts and other stuff. vgen below!
#vgencommissions

[Lohnli Starvoid (Starvoid Studio) @StarvoidStudio]

I'm very sorry for not posting here a while~ some more pretty bad personal stuffs have happened so I've been quite depressed but in better news I've finished recording all parts of Deltarune Chapter 5 and am planning on posting them at the start of next month if thats ok?~ ^o^ <3

[Lohnli Starvoid (Starvoid Studio) @StarvoidStudio]

@Yanagi_Usagi I could go into more detail on discord if you still wanna be friends there sometime and are comfortable with that?~ ;u; <3 Hope things have gotten better for you and that they get a lot better for all of us soon!~ ;w; <3

[Lohnli Starvoid (Starvoid Studio) @StarvoidStudio]

@Yanagi_Usagi Hai Flara and I'm eternally sorry for taking so long to reply and for worrying you at all~ ;n; <3 Things have gotten even worse the past few weeks sadly so I've been resting a while but I'm safe at least~ ;w; <3 Thank you so much for checking in on me as well~ ;u; <3

[Lohnli Starvoid (Starvoid Studio) @StarvoidStudio]

@Yanagi_Usagi going into further detail about what happened might be a lil too personal to share here though but hopefully this stream of terrible events these past 2 months stops here~ ;w; <3 Wishing you well too and I hope next month is much better for all of us~ ;u; <3

[Lohnli Starvoid (Starvoid Studio) @StarvoidStudio]

@Yanagi_Usagi aww~ ;w; <3 Thank you so much Flara and I'm very sorry for not being able to reply to you for a while~ ;u; <3 Some even more serious and worse stuff happened~ I hope you have a much better August as well and thank you so much for wishing my friends Sapphy and Zi well too!~ ;u; <3

[Lohnli Starvoid (Starvoid Studio) @StarvoidStudio]

i could go into more detail about specific incidents but i don't wanna trauma dump and bring down the mood even more that i already have~ i'm very sorry~ ;u; </3 hopefully me speaking this out will help make the awful thoughts less painful though but it probably won't~ ;w; </3

[Lohnli Starvoid (Starvoid Studio) @StarvoidStudio]

'''fun''' IRL Starvoid fact~ I was mute at school and had a really terrible time there~ ;n; </3 it really hurts to even remember still although i dropped out from there years ago~ ;w; </3

[Lohnli Starvoid (Starvoid Studio) @StarvoidStudio]

i'm not sure if its ok to say that it gave me trauma but it definitely affected me and my mental health super negatively and might be one of the reasons why my self esteem has always been non-existent and I always feel like i'm unwanted and a bother to everyone~ ;n; </3

[Lohnli Starvoid (Starvoid Studio) @StarvoidStudio]

i never had any friends at all until around 2020 when I already dropped out from school years before~ i count my closest online friends as IRL friends since otherwise I have nobody still~ not sure if they feel the same way about me though but I'll always appreciate them~ ;w; </3

[Lohnli Starvoid (Starvoid Studio) @StarvoidStudio]

@FlaraIvan also even though we don't know too much about each other please always feel free to chat about things with me if you ever want or need to~ ;u; <3 i might take a short while to reply if I'm not doing well sadly but I'll try my best to reply to you as soon as I can~ ;w; <3

[Lohnli Starvoid (Starvoid Studio) @StarvoidStudio]

@FlaraIvan I'm the exact same tbh and I'm sorry to hear you're the same too~ ;w;' <3 I always think I'm being a bother~ I even feel like that still when messaging any of my closest friends even though they've said that i'm never a bother my brain thinks they're just being nice~ ;w; <3

[Lohnli Starvoid (Starvoid Studio) @StarvoidStudio]

uploaded most of these Big Man gifs from Splatoon Raiders to tenor so if anyone wants to use them they're easier to get~ :3 <3 also the strange white boarders that appeared on gifs 1 and 2 are fixed on tenor too~ ;w; <3 i'll try posting the Alcremie gifs there soon too~ >w< <3

[Lohnli Starvoid (Starvoid Studio) @StarvoidStudio]

made some big man gifs from the new splatoon~ :3 <3 i probably did an awful job with them again as usual but i figured i'd post them anyways just in case~ ;w; <3 (1 of 2)

[Lohnli Starvoid (Starvoid Studio) @StarvoidStudio]

he sweem~ >:3 (2 of 2)

[Lohnli Starvoid (Starvoid Studio) @StarvoidStudio]

i've just eaten a slice of toast and my throat was hurting quite a bit during and afterward~ ;n; </3 it's still quite uncomfy and tight atm but i'll try eating again in a lil bit~

[Lohnli Starvoid (Starvoid Studio) @StarvoidStudio]

i've held off on telling anyone about this since I really don't want to worry anyone~ expecially since almost everyone i care about is struggling a lot too atm~ but my tired brain is wanting me to share this for some reason that i'll probably regret later~ ouo' ;u; </3

[Lohnli Starvoid (Starvoid Studio) @StarvoidStudio]

also i figured I should say this but I've had a strange lump on my chest next to my heart for quite a while now~ a doc said it's probably just a cyst when i first noticed it about a while ago~ i dont know if the maybe cyst is painful or if it's just reflux again though~ ;w; </3

[Lohnli Starvoid (Starvoid Studio) @StarvoidStudio]

oof~ ;w; </3 acid reflux has been especially bad the last few days as if things weren't awful enough~ ;n;' </3 i ALWAYS feel like I'm about to be sick~ meds dont seem to do much~ and my chest feels really tight and is hurting quite a bit right now too~ ;w;' </3

[Lohnli Starvoid (Starvoid Studio) @StarvoidStudio]

also i might make a short video showcasing all the Miitopia miis I've made?~ ^u^' <3 here's some unrelated images of the 3 Elfilis's I made in Tomodachi Life anyways~ ;w; <3 hope everybodys doing alright and that this year gets better for everyone soon~ ;u; <3