My daughter keeps asking God to give us a car in her prayers. Baby girl is tired of jumping bikes.
I don't know how it's going to happen, but I know God will grant her this request, Amen. π
I want to leave this country and I want to leave with my daughter. I don't know how it's going to happen. I don't even have the funds but I'm hoping and praying God answers this prayer.
How I survived January without pay and February is about to end I can't explain. I didn't have to borrow either nor beg anyone for help. Help came on it's own without me asking.
Tell me it's not God.
Sensing it's because of her ill health, she said she was sorry for throwing up and messing the whole place. I said I should see her voice is loud(meaning she feels better) π I told her she doesn't have to apologize for nothing and gave her a kiss.
So my daughter who believes mummies don't cry just saw her mum crying. π I could see the confusion in her eyes. In a very gentle voice she asked, mummy, why are you crying?
I immediately dried my tears and told her I am fine and smiled at her.
And the idiot of a father is somewhere living his useless life and a family that do not care about the welfare of their blood.
I don't know why I feel this way today.
Normally, I'm a strong woman.
Can my girl not just be sick and prevent me from spending money on drugs?
1:07pm, I've not had anything to eat since morning. Not because I'm fasting but because I don't have appetite to eat.
I hate to see my daughter sick, I hate spending money on drugs.
How can I be as neat as I am, yet she still falls ill. I don't understand.
Dear God,
I need a better paying job asap.
Monday to Friday, 9 to 5.
3 days onsite and 2 days remote.
A job that closes for the year.
With a staff bus, 30 days paid annual leave, kind bosses and colleagues.
A job that pays a 13th month salary and shares rice and oil.
Amen. π
I have found that the more thankful I am, the more peaceful I am. Gratitude helps me focus on what I have instead of what I don't have, allowing me to stay focused on my blessings instead of worrying. #JoyceQuote
I'm beginning to hate this country so much π
Why is the living conditions of its citizens too hard
Why is it hard to save?
Why is everything damn expensive?
Why can't people travel or go to their farms without the fear of being kidnapped?
Why are terrorists killing people and
I just feel overwhelmed. Cried and spoke to God one night and by the next day I felt better and light. Today it's back but I won't cry. I guess writing here is therapeutic for me, I guess.
I've been all up in my feelings for a couple of days now. I feel shitty about myself and I can't explain why. It's a festive season, I shouldn't be feeling this way. Phone malfunctioning, tp to high to travel, every damn thing is expensive. My emotions are messed up π
I prayed for a raise in salary, got it but can't explain why I could save when I earned lesser and can't save now. My daughter keeps asking if I'm okay (she's such a sweetheart, my backbone) I will be okay because of her.
Just felt writing here will help me get it out.
Staffs at @PolarisBankLtd Gwagwalada branch are so rude. From the security upwards, they all lack work ethics. They are never nice to customers and always squeezing their faces like rotten eggs, especially the female staffs. They all lack empathy.
This is the day it came to pass.
19/10/2024
Congratulations to me, my loved ones and all who seek the Lord.
Thank you heavenly King π
#HallelujahChallenge2024