I find comfort in self projecting onto John to an extent
John represses and pushes back the process of grief and feeling for his fathers death, not because he wants too, but because he feels like he is REQUIRED too
i like to think near the ending of homestuck it ends up
nobody was asking "what happened to jasprose after she died in bdth" but here i am to say, bravely, with my whole heart: she got really fucking annoying