I am with a friend and he said lets change it up speak Spanish only especially now atleast you currently here so tonight we are
My native language of Spanish instead.. nice change up since most of the time in America I talk in English to make sure everyone understands me perfectly so its definitely a nice change up enough ๐
Out here in the jungles of Puerto Rico came out here alone to start my day out here some time alone out here just me
Tommorrow is my brother Juans celebration of life event what usually people call funerals.. we dont call it that..
Already emotional alot today and will probably burst out crying more any minute feels like and thats okay
life is life emotions is part of being human been crying every day alot recently already these past 4 days since Tuesday finding out of Juans sudden and 100% fully avoidable death
Heres another new picture of me for now my smile was not easy to do for this picture smiling through the pain of death losing him forever recently. But I do know how much my smile is a very big part of me that I am constantly told is nice
His celebration of life event is tommorrow somehow got to get through it โฅ๏ธ
To see on here that many messages of that many people saying they are constantly thinking about me is nice to know about it
To know I am in peoples heads being thought about โฅ๏ธ
Thank you everyone for that โฅ๏ธ
Its extra nice after recent sad things I have been put through
He was very adventurous like I am and always helpful to anyone even though hes not police hes still always helping people there in Puerto Rico by building homes for people thats what he did alot doing home construction / home improvement stuff for anyone that needed a home or wanted to make new rooms built onto the already there home
He also was a food vendor person with his own Puerto Rican style food truck so he loved to give to people and be helpful with food too by having that food truck out available
Always played video games ๐ฎ๐
He was the 1st person to show me video games thats how I found out games existed when I was very young
Mark of Kri - My very 1st video game I ever played was the 1 he suggested to me
@Anthony05337449 Doing okay enough ๐ 1 day at a time getting through what recently happened best I possibly can somehow
Just the fact it was so fully avoidable is whats destroying me alot extra death happens to everyone including me someday but it was avoidable he should not be dead
To see on here that many messages of that many people saying they are constantly thinking about me is nice to know about it
To know I am in peoples heads being thought about โฅ๏ธ
Thank you everyone for that โฅ๏ธ
Its extra nice after recent sad things I have been put through