Steven

just a supporter who likes to be friends with you. Captain Starman is always here. 👍⭐️

[Steven @Steven_Islas1]

Steven is here to help and support! 😊💛😊🤗

[Tomoe Umari 🇺🇸🐴 @UmariTomoe]

I greatly appreciate fellas drawing me, but this is a gentle reminder to please refrain from putting any explicit/nude art in my art tag!

I don't have an official NSFW tag nor do I ever intend to have one. You still can freely draw what you want of course! Thank you kindly. 🫡

[Steven @Steven_Islas1]

@_BethyV Thank you so much for opening up to us Bethy, I’m so sorry you had to experience this, You didn’t deserve this, don’t worry about what’s on the plate, Take your time to recover and heal, look after yourself. Praying for you always, we love you so much, we’re always here for you💚

[BethyVA 🐸 💬 @_BethyV]

CW: Mental Health + Abuse

Hiya~

I know I've been gone for a bit but I had to take a step back. I hate to say this but my mental health has not gotten to the point I need it to be.

The past 8 or so years, I didn't really do much outside of content creation. I never traveled to places I wanted to go, stopped hanging out with friends as much, and didn't make memories I wanted to have. Overall, I didn't live.

The reason why was because initially my work was used as a distraction from everything else. Unfortunately, I was living in an extremely abusive environment but YT was a place where I could express myself safely.

Then, my channel exploded and I was able to actually live off of it. Because of that I was able to leave and start a new life. I thought I could finally be happy, not realizing I needed to heal first.

But despite that, I prioritized my work before anything. I wanted to be consistent because I felt like if I didn't keep up with everyone; then I wasn't good enough.

I realize now more than ever, this was me spiraling. I neglected my mental health so much, that it began to affect my physical well-being. Causing extreme anxiety and heart problems.. which is a deadly combo (and runs in the family, FUCK!)

This was my sign to just stop. I allowed myself to be what I feared most because as much as I love what I do, I need to love myself more.

During this time away, I did a few things I've always wanted! I started my professional VA account (@AerelisVA), I began to learn how to sing AND am currently re-learning a language. Of course, I am going out more and scheduled specialized therapy.

Sorry for the rants but I felt the need to explain whats been going on since I kinda went MIA out of nowhere again. I can't say I'm doing better but I am taking the right step forward.

I'm gonna be honest even just typing this out is terrifying and causing my anxiety to spike. But I know at the end of the day, I'll be okay.

Thank you for your love, I read every comment and the kindness you shown me has brought me out of some dark places. I'm going to get better so I can be the best froggie tomboy ever >:P

TLDR: I didn't treat the root of my mental health problems and it got me good lol

[Steven @Steven_Islas1]

@MegalodonVT 🤍🫂*hug tightly*🫂🤍 You show them to me, my fist will do the talking,
I’m so so sorry you had to deal with scum bags, they are always the problem. don’t listen to them,, Fuck what they said, you’re more better than them, praying for you mega, you didn’t ask for this. 🫂🤍

[Steven @Steven_Islas1]

@BloodyWeiss_ @MegalodonVT You point, I’ll rip and tear…

[Spite 🐺 Cerberus Vtuber 🐺 @SpiteVtuber]

@MegalodonVT Did someone hurt my shork wife? 😡 In all seriousness though, you are so loved Mega. People can be cruel. Definitely take time for yourself if you need it. We love you 💗

[Elara | 🎸🤘 @ElaraVtuber]

@MegalodonVT I'm really sorry you're dealing with so much negativity right now, Mega. Twitter can be an absolute cesspool sometimes and it’s not fair. Take all the time you need away from here, your community will still be here when you’re ready.

Sending you a big hug and good vibes 💜

[MegalodonVT | Shark Vtuber 🦈🫧💜 @MegalodonVT]

I’m getting off twitter…
Why are people so mean and unwilling to be understanding 🥺

[sᴀɴ ✨🎧| ✈️ OFFKAI 💛 @sansinvt]

@LaynaLazar Every day I say to my friends LAYNA is so FUCKING PRETTY

And they respond

She’s DAMN FUCKING PRETTY

And then we just nod in solemn agreement

Am I starting a cult?

[Steven @Steven_Islas1]

@sansinvt Wishing you safe travels and safe trip with your family San, take as much time off, look after yourself, sending lots of love and prayers. Let us know if you need anything. 🙏💛

[sᴀɴ ✨🎧| ✈️ OFFKAI 💛 @sansinvt]

I’ll be away this week with family celebrating my Dad’s life. 💛

Can’t wait to see everyone next week!

Stay grounded and kind.

[Vexoria the Sun Eater 🌞 🐍 @VexTheSunEater]

Update: We in the clear boys! 3 years down! 2 more to go to be deemed "Cancer Free" 💜

[Kamen America (仮面アメリカ) @kamenamerica]

The first batch of “LAND OF THE FREE REFILLS” shirts have been printed, with some locals coming to get theirs! They’re still 25% off, so make sure you get your at the link below!

https://t.co/7389EKhHTT

[SMN* @Bludsprt_]

Wow, so this is how good the animation in your show looks when you don't hire the most expensive actors in Hollywood to voice background characters??

[Kamen America (仮面アメリカ) @kamenamerica]

一文無しに行きましょう！

準備ができて！！💪

Illust: @AliasMcSafe

[Mr.X ❄️🐉🦅🇺🇲🌹🕊🥥🧁 @MrX_UNI]

Check Out Kamen America: Project X By @SumpKun and @PelleCreepy COMING SOON! Congrats on over 1,200 Sign Ups!
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[Aery @aerylla_va]

💜🎧 You've Summoned Something You Can't Handle [ASMR Roleplay][Demon Speaker]
[These are cut up and stitched up snippets of an 11m~ video! Full video on YT!] @Aerylla_VA
#asmrroleplay #aeryllava #demonroleplay #demonasmr #asmrrp
🎙️ by me
🎨 by Watekostile

[Eunoe Atoms @EunoeVA]

Happy 4th of July! 🎇
You have 1️⃣ new voicemail!

[Eunoe Atoms @EunoeVA]

Hello! No streams this week!💔Distance makes the heart grow fonder and whatnot~ I will be spending time with some IRL friends crashing at my place for the week!! :D BE GOOD WHILE I'M AWAY!

[Steven @Steven_Islas1]

@UmariTomoe No matter what they said sarge, You are valid and loved, doesn’t matter what they say or they think boss, you’re the best human horse girl ever. We’re with you until the end. 🫡🤎🇺🇸