Sorry bros, I got into a relationship that genuinely makes me happy and I’m fat af now 😔😔😔 I have been locking in recently, intermittent fasting is really a life saver
@butimnothungry 💀💀 this shouldn’t have made me chortle but it’s too good. When I was at my lowest, my mom would be like I hope you’re eating 🥺 but then later would praise me for losing weight and eating only’ healthy’ stuff like ok ma’am, you told me you were 100lbs in school likeeee
Also I couldn’t fall asleep right away so I got up and did my hair around 11 something pm and finished sometime after 12am, anyways woke up a bit ago, bed head looks so good lmaoo
Anyways, I’m super proud of myself of what I’ve accomplished so far. Even if I don’t know how much I weigh, but I know where I started, and eventually I’ll know how much I weigh and it’ll be less and that’s all that matters
So I can’t exercise super hard, but I will always give it my all. I’m trying to listen to my body more, and yeah, I get lost in my disordered thoughts and habits, I’m hiding this all from my bf, how deep I am in this disordered shit again, but this is the only way I know
I’ve been very consistent with my workouts, I have my rest days too because I’m just way too prone to injuries. But! Today I’ve started my push-up journey. I’m starting with wall pushups because heck no I can’t do a regular one, but I will get there!!!
I remember losing about 25lbs a month and stopping at 224lbs I think because I just felt too good and so proud of myself that I just fucked it all up. I’m starting at a higher weight, so I gotta take it easy, I had a work injury in February, my left kneecap dislocated +