there is no way an irl I forgot to block called my MOM to tell her I was planning on attempting omg girl if you really think that’s going to do anything 😭😭😭
@swytcxtz It’s fine if it’s painful , I don’t plan on surviving so I don’t really care about nerve damage but if I do I’ll just have to deal with the consequences of my own actions and I accept that
I could easily jump in front of a moving metro train but that will draw too much attention so I think slitting my wrists and bleeding out will have to do
Suicide planned for may 24. I’ve come to realize that there are many ways to kill myself that are available to me. I’ll see which option is the most sufficient
I’m not really sure which suicide method is available to me , I’ll probably slit my wrists and take a bunch of pills . not much else I can do to be honest.
I won’t bother anyone anymore , no one will have to worry about me anymore . I’m sorry mom I wish I could be fixed
I don’t see a point in living anymore , this is the phrase I said a lot throughout my life but I think this time is when I truly believe it , it’s kind of funny if I think about , I spewed all this bullshit about how life is worth living for those rare good days
But I don’t think I ever truly believed it , I’m not sure what’s wrong with me and I don’t think I can be fixed .
I’ll prepare throughly and take my own life , maybe in a week or less I don’t know yet
What’s it called when you have lots of friends and supportive relatives but you still feel this loneliness that won’t go away no matter what what’s that about guys