Well maybe someday we will all know, what i was attempting to do.
So if you believe that I B crazy, look at the world around you, which premise is crazier?
You ever felt your being led down a path, whether you can understand for reasons not always conscious ones? I found many of Jesus’s teachings quite mentally intriguing. Yet churches really don’t follow his doctrine, they made their own using his. I’ve really nothing horrible to say about them, yet I’ve never found one that accepts my life’s experiences. I guess I’m the odd one in the bunch who finds that the goodness isn’t coming from them, it comes from you. Some steer it well, others want to be in the middle. As the Spirits once told me and I know that sounds crazy. Church is a good place to start. Seriously lol. There is so much more that is based around the Bible, Gnosticism, the origin stories of the Bible. So much more information that ends up telling you a more rounded story and history of whether mythology if you believe that way, or as my life has seemed to have taught me. The things you may believe aren’t real, really are real but only show themselves if you’re ready or not sometimes. I’m still trying to figure out my position and why me for this, but I’m learning, that’s the best I can do. It is an odd life.