I’m not looking for an apology.
But I do hope that one day, you actually feel the weight of how you treated me.
Not right now,
Not anytime soon.
But on some random night when it’s quiet and you’re alone with your thoughts…
I hope it finally hits you.
A narcissist’s timeline:
Love bomb you.
Play house with you.
Control you quietly.
Put you last.
Drain your confidence.
Play the victim when you react.
Then rewrite the story like they “tried their best.”
Meanwhile, you were carrying the relationship alone.
The last ngga I let in was literally the LAST ngga. I’m coo on situationships, relationships, friendships, all of it. You nggas do not play fair when it come to a mf feelings. It’s like y’all beg a mf to fwu only to turn around & start acting weird asf. If I already explained to you wtf I’ve been through, told you I ain’t wanna go through that sht again. Why tf would you even attempt to put me through it? My trust so fcked up I don’t believe sht a ngga say. Y’all don’t know how to genuinely fw people.🤏🏾🤌🏾
men are the real gold diggers. they expect you to give them your body, play maid, cook their meals, raise their kids, clean their mess, pamper their fragile egos, and take the brunt of emotional labor, all while holding down a job and splitting the bills
you're not reading this by accident. everything is going to be okay. breathe and remember that you’ve been in this place before. you've been this uncomfortable, anxious and scared, and you survived. close your eyes and feel the universe within you making a way for you right now.