Long post, but I need to share something serious about my health.
A lot of you know I’ve struggled with health issues for years. It’s been extremely difficult to deal with, especially at my age. Most of the time I suffer in silence because I never wanted to be famous or have people pity me just because I’m not medically okay.
Today, my doctor told me I’m showing precancerous symptoms related to throat cancer.
If you’ve known me since my early PL days, you probably remember how high-pitched my voice used to be. Over the years, my voice has continued to deteriorate. I’ve dealt with constant sinus infections, sore throats, and other issues for a long time. I always assumed it was from the mold poisoning or my GERD, but apparently it's something more serious.
Honestly, this news hit me a lot harder than I expected. Everyone knows how badly I’ve wanted to pursue music content. Singing and embracing the kind of music I genuinely love has meant everything to me, so hearing there’s a possibility my voice could continue to deteriorate is devastating. It’s a lot to process right now, and emotionally it’s more overwhelming than I know how to handle.
I’m not taking a hiatus or stepping away from streaming, because honestly that wouldn’t help me. I’ll still be streaming whenever I’m mentally able to, staying active on discord, posting clips and shorts, and still trying to do covers whenever I can push past being uncomfortable hearing my own voice.
I’m sorry if this worries anyone, but please don’t panic. I’m going to keep fighting and doing my best. Right now I’m just scared, and trying to process all of this.