Eddie talking about Chris after his passing.. this is really shattering in multiple ways.
Eddie basically says he can’t allow himself to feel the full force of the loss - which I relate to tenfold. Sometimes the hurt is so bad that you almost don’t ALLOW yourself the choice to feel the weight of it all.
Because it might actually break you.
So you protect yourself almost involuntarily.
Man.. this really makes me feel for Eddie. And now Glen as well.. it’s been a long journey for him. I hope he’s ok.