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Shame bombarded my bones. Skin swollen. Ego bruised. Mind confused. I locked myself in my cell. Never emerging until 11pm where I was safe from my family's gaze. Doritos n sativa all day. P*rn n Netflix all night. Cheap dopamine made me pay hefty fines. Rock bottom? Nope. My eczema flared up because of all the stress. I couldn't open my mouth to eat because my face was riddled with cuts and scratches. Liquid oozed out of my wounds. The damage compounded after months of non stop scratching the entire surface area of my meat suit. I was horrified by the creature in the mirror. Cold showers were hellfire. I substituted scratching for light slapping in hopes it wouldn't reopen my wounds. The itches weren't satisfied. I slapped harder. I must have slapped so hard that I messed up my nerve behind my eye socket. I blinded my own left eye. To this day, 5 years later, the doctors still don't fully understand how. It gets worse. I had just bought my mum a new Japanese knife set with the last $500 in my bank account. I tried anything to make others feel good so I would feel better about myself. One day I was slicing aloe vera to use as moisturiser for my skin. I fumbled the dagger. It fell directly down and severed a tendon in my right knee. Blood all over the kitchen floor just before dinner was served. I was taken to the hospital and more shame erupted. A few days later, lying in bed.. I realised.. I'm blind and paralysed. "I'm f*cking done." - Tears stung my cuts. A familiar voice whispered. "You're not a victim. Change how you see yourself." At that very moment, I knew I had to make a radical change starting with the food I consumed. After all, we are what we eat. So began the start of my 30 day plant-based whole food cleanse. 5 days in and I could feel the momentum shifting my consciousness. 18 days in.. The same familiar voice whispers. "Fast for 12 days straight. Drink nothing but distilled water." I listened. My grandma was homicidal. 3 of the hardest days of my life passed. I was levitating. How is this possible? 10 days pass. I'm a new man. 12 days pass. I'm a phoenix risen from the ashes. The old me perished in the flames. Mavrex was born. He just didn't have a name yet. I didn't know it back then but I unintentionally identity shifted. When my inner mind state shifted, my habits and my external reality reflected the change. Mindset > Habits > Environment. You cannot change one without changing the others. Mindset is the most transformative because it is at the core of our being. When you 𝘤𝘩𝘰𝘰𝘴𝘦 the right mindset, discipline is unnecessary. Just one year later, I flowed onto the set of Marvel's Shang Chi and the Legend of the 10 Rings. Fast forward to now, I am using what I learnt from 5 years of professional acting experience to transform men into the main characters of their lives by helping them 𝗰𝗵𝗼𝗼𝘀𝗲 their mindset. I am proof that things 𝘤𝘢𝘯 change rapidly when you choose your mindset. That is if you consciously identity shift. How you see yourself is reflected in how the world will manifest itself to you. The Pygmalion Effect. Self Fulfilling Prophecies. 𝗧𝗛𝗘𝗦𝗘 𝗔𝗥𝗘 𝗥𝗘𝗔𝗟. The good news? 𝗪𝗲 𝗮𝗹𝗹 𝗵𝗮𝘃𝗲 𝘁𝗵𝗲 𝗽𝗼𝘄𝗲𝗿 𝘁𝗼 𝗰𝗵𝗼𝗼𝘀𝗲 𝗼𝘂𝗿 𝗺𝗶𝗻𝗱𝘀𝗲𝘁𝘀. P.S. - I documented the entire 12 day fast on my youtube channel. Take a peek at the first photo. 👀👀👀

StrongScholar's tweet photo. Shame bombarded my bones.

Skin swollen. Ego bruised. Mind confused.

I locked myself in my cell.

Never emerging until 11pm where I was safe from my family's gaze.

Doritos n sativa all day. P*rn n Netflix all night.

Cheap dopamine made me pay hefty fines.

Rock bottom?

Nope.

My eczema flared up because of all the stress.

I couldn't open my mouth to eat because my face was riddled with cuts and scratches.

Liquid oozed out of my wounds.

The damage compounded after months of non stop scratching the entire surface area of my meat suit.

I was horrified by the creature in the mirror.

Cold showers were hellfire.

I substituted scratching for light slapping in hopes it wouldn't reopen my wounds.

The itches weren't satisfied.

I slapped harder.

I must have slapped so hard that I messed up my nerve behind my eye socket.

I blinded my own left eye.

To this day, 5 years later, the doctors still don't fully understand how.

It gets worse.

I had just bought my mum a new Japanese knife set with the last $500 in my bank account.

I tried anything to make others feel good so I would feel better about myself.

One day I was slicing aloe vera to use as moisturiser for my skin.

I fumbled the dagger.

It fell directly down and severed a tendon in my right knee.

Blood all over the kitchen floor just before dinner was served.

I was taken to the hospital and more shame erupted.

A few days later, lying in bed.. I realised..

I'm blind and paralysed.

"I'm f*cking done." - Tears stung my cuts.

A familiar voice whispered.

"You're not a victim. Change how you see yourself."

At that very moment, I knew I had to make a radical change starting with the food I consumed.

After all, we are what we eat.

So began the start of my 30 day plant-based whole food cleanse.

5 days in and I could feel the momentum shifting my consciousness.

18 days in.. The same familiar voice whispers.

"Fast for 12 days straight. Drink nothing but distilled water."

I listened.

My grandma was homicidal.

3 of the hardest days of my life passed.

I was levitating.

How is this possible?

10 days pass.

I'm a new man.

12 days pass.

I'm a phoenix risen from the ashes.

The old me perished in the flames.

Mavrex was born. He just didn't have a name yet.

I didn't know it back then but I unintentionally identity shifted.

When my inner mind state shifted, my habits and my external reality reflected the change.

Mindset > Habits > Environment.

You cannot change one without changing the others.

Mindset is the most transformative because it is at the core of our being.

When you 𝘤𝘩𝘰𝘰𝘴𝘦 the right mindset, discipline is unnecessary.

Just one year later, I flowed onto the set of Marvel's Shang Chi and the Legend of the 10 Rings.

Fast forward to now, I am using what I learnt from 5 years of professional acting experience to transform men into the main characters of their lives by helping them 𝗰𝗵𝗼𝗼𝘀𝗲 their mindset.

I am proof that things 𝘤𝘢𝘯 change rapidly when you choose your mindset.

That is if you consciously identity shift.

How you see yourself is reflected in how the world will manifest itself to you.

The Pygmalion Effect.

Self Fulfilling Prophecies.

𝗧𝗛𝗘𝗦𝗘 𝗔𝗥𝗘 𝗥𝗘𝗔𝗟.

The good news?

𝗪𝗲 𝗮𝗹𝗹 𝗵𝗮𝘃𝗲 𝘁𝗵𝗲 𝗽𝗼𝘄𝗲𝗿 𝘁𝗼 𝗰𝗵𝗼𝗼𝘀𝗲 𝗼𝘂𝗿 𝗺𝗶𝗻𝗱𝘀𝗲𝘁𝘀.

P.S. - I documented the entire 12 day fast on my youtube channel. Take a peek at the first photo. 👀👀👀

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