I’m at my lowest right now. having a friend like her makes me feel incredibly lucky. we may not see each other every day, but knowing I can turn to her whenever I feel lost feels like a weight being lifted from my chest.
di talaga ko ma-kwento lalo na pag problema ko because ayokong maging burden din nila ko. alam ko rin na meron din silang sariling problema and ayoko ng dumagdag pa ron. Im used to being on my own ever since, but ang saya lang na they still check on me.
Kayo din ba? Do you immediately go silent when something upsets you? I mean, it's a coping mechanism I’ve developed over time. Instead of expressing my anger or frustration, I simply withdraw and try to process my emotions in private. I prefer handling my problems on my own.