HellSpawnGF

manic shitposting

[HellSpawnGF @SuccuBitchInc]

before i wanted to go to my grave i used to want to go to Juilliard #shedtwt #shedtwtt #shedtwtᅠ #bipolar #bpdtwt #bpd

[HellSpawnGF @SuccuBitchInc]

i am the loneliest person i know
#shedtwt #shedtwtt #shedtwtᅠ #bpdtwt

[HellSpawnGF @SuccuBitchInc]

after i passed out they put stuck sensors to me and made me run on a treadmill for half an hour. i have no idea how i get through these days. sometimes i wonder what the meaning of this life is when the torture is never-ending #shedtwt #shedtwtt #shedtwtᅠ

[HellSpawnGF @SuccuBitchInc]

at the hospital they took vial after vial of blood until i passed out, i woke up in a cold sweat with my father holding me and asking me if i knew where i was. my mother cares so little that this is the kind of cheap place she sends me to #Trauma #shedtwt #shedtwtᅠ #shedtwtt

[HellSpawnGF @SuccuBitchInc]

i went to the hospital yesterday and the x-ray guy grabbed me and shoved me into place by the neck, the area is still red and sore today. the pain is nothing compared to my heart. it seems i cannot go anywhere without being manhandled and objectified #shedtwt #shedtwtᅠ #shedtwtt

[HellSpawnGF @SuccuBitchInc]

i know what it is like to be truly unloved and neglected, to have my parents let my teeth rot and forbid me from seeing a dentist, to lock me in the house and not allow me to see an eye doctor when i've needed glasses since i was 13, i know what it is like to be alone #shedtwt

[HellSpawnGF @SuccuBitchInc]

tired, i am so very tired, sleep is so beautiful, it's like dying but just for a little while, sometimes when the sadness is too strong, i just sleep the days away until it hurts less #shedtwt #shedtwtᅠ #shedtwtt #shedtwtr #depression #bpdtwt #bpd

[HellSpawnGF @SuccuBitchInc]

@tuffotaku like no i didnt battle, i cut myself, it felt good :3

[HellSpawnGF @SuccuBitchInc]

@carinaisaghost 11

[HellSpawnGF @SuccuBitchInc]

"i want to help you, i want to be there for you" then why don't you? honestly it's not even anyone's fault, what can anyone do for a worthless psychopath who just wants to cut herself, smoke, and drink herself to death
#shedtwt #shedtwtᅠ #shedtwtt #shedtwtr #shedtw

[HellSpawnGF @SuccuBitchInc]

@icountforfun how chronically online is it that ik what u mean without checking

[HellSpawnGF @SuccuBitchInc]

i hope there is another version of me somewhere who got to be a little girl without being sad all the time

[HellSpawnGF @SuccuBitchInc]

@Ariuslick Deserved!!!! 🎉

[HellSpawnGF @SuccuBitchInc]

ohmygodddd is ur name relapse? cause I think abt u everydayyy #shed #shedtw #shedtwtᅠ #shedtwt #shedtwtt

[HellSpawnGF @SuccuBitchInc]

I’m really just an Angel, being here on earth hurts me so I cut myself and try to destroy myself so I can go back home, I can feel this filthy world killing my light and this weak body dying and rotting all around me please someone save me and take me back home #shedtwtᅠ #shed

[HellSpawnGF @SuccuBitchInc]

always REMEMBER!!!
if I don’t RESPOND!! it’s because I’m sleeping or working!!
but IF you DONT rEsPonD it’s because you hate me and wish I was DEAD!!!
#shedtwt #shedtwtt #shedtwtᅠ #anxiousattachment #yandere

[HellSpawnGF @SuccuBitchInc]

I just want people to know that I am losing the battle.

but that i'm trying so hard to stay alive.
I really am. I try my hardest to get better.
To heal. It's just stronger than me though. I'm sorry.
#shedtwt #shedrtwt #shedtwtᅠ #shedtwtt

[HellSpawnGF @SuccuBitchInc]

@angelsblo0d_ twin

[HellSpawnGF @SuccuBitchInc]

i wish someone could understand what it's like to cry myself to sleep every night wishing to be held, i am the embodiment of everything sad and horrible, every unlikable protagonist and unwanted reject all rolled into one, outcast and unloved my entire life #shedtwt #shedtwtᅠ