Suicidal

You cant find me now, im lost and broken

--Kik--erinan7

[Suicidal @SuicxdeMaybe]

Someone asked why don't you ever talk about your feelings? Well what am I supposed to say oh hey I'm feeling suicidal

[Suicidal @SuicxdeMaybe]

My phone took ages to come back so sorry for not being on for so long

[Suicidal @SuicxdeMaybe]

I won't be on this account for a while bc my phone is going away to get fixed love you all, you're worth it

[Suicidal @SuicxdeMaybe]

“@_em0tionless: quote w/ your days clean. whoever favs is proud. RTing all.” 19

[Suicidal @SuicxdeMaybe]

Ugh I hate Mondays and school

[Suicidal @SuicxdeMaybe]

Life's a bitch, but so am I

[Suicidal @SuicxdeMaybe]

That sense of betrayal you get from your friends

[Suicidal @SuicxdeMaybe]

I haven't been able to stop crying the past few days like I was almost crying in front of my parents that was hard not to

[Suicidal @SuicxdeMaybe]

I'm becoming more and more secretive and i can't speak to anybody about how I'm feeling anymore

[Suicidal @SuicxdeMaybe]

I just realised writing songs is the only way to stop myself from being as suicidal for short term periods

[Suicidal @SuicxdeMaybe]

You will never understand how much I suffered bc of you

[Suicidal @SuicxdeMaybe]

Can't wait to hear what my teachers think of me when i get my report... This Friday should be good

[Suicidal @SuicxdeMaybe]

You can't change me

[Suicidal @SuicxdeMaybe]

I should probably start asking for lunch money so she doesn't get suspicious

[Suicidal @SuicxdeMaybe]

My mum nearly caught me out on not eating at school😕 I haven't been asking her for lunch money so she asked what I had been doing for lunch

[Suicidal @SuicxdeMaybe]

Do you love me now?

[Suicidal @SuicxdeMaybe]

I'm like a smashed glass, very hard to fix and even if I do get fixed I will never be the same

[Suicidal @SuicxdeMaybe]

We are the generation that grew up to fast, lived to short, died to young

[Suicidal @SuicxdeMaybe]

I'm broken but you didn't care enough to notice