She's afraid of being forgotten more than of dying. This is why she hides so many small things in the world for people to find.
She was fond of every other archon, she did enjoy going to each of their festivals and learning different cultures.
She sleeps in odd places, like hammocks, root hollows, and once a bookshelf, because she likes to be near things that are growing.
She keeps a pressed flower from every goodbye she's ever had. The collection is much bigger than she'd like.
/ writing angst for dottore and Rukka because i love making myself sad, i genuinely feel like even
If she wanted to, she could never really hate dottore. She could grieve for his actions, but when she took her throne, she knew she’d have to love all her people.