Sick to fucking death of giving an inch only for it to be taken a mile all the fucking time!! Sick of having the piss taken out of me yet a fucking gain. Fucking joke π‘
Feel so stressed out today π honestly finding it hard to remember to do things, keep on top of the washing, dishwasher, everything else, keep everyone happy whilst Iβm over here drowning in housework that only I seem to be capable of doing π living the dream π€£
Can guarantee no matter what I say or do, Iβm almost always in the wrong, no matter how hard I try itβs almost always in vain. Genuinely cannot even think about myself in the slightest little bit π
Today has undeniably been one of the hardest days Iβve gone through in a while, all I need/needed is to just sit down, have a hug and a bloody good cry (again) Instead Iβm now sat on my own overthinking shit. This is what dreams are made of ey π π€·πΌββοΈ
I AM NOT FUCKING LAZY.
I am burnt out, overstimulated, and have been carrying emotional loads for YEARS that no oneβs ever helped me hold.. IβM TIRED.
No wonder my stomachs bad again, constantly in survival/flight mode at the moment π no one even knows, no one cares to know, no one makes the effort to know π€·πΌββοΈ
Physically and mentally exhausted on top of being overwhelmed and overstimulated just really is not the one, could do without feeling like this but hey ho, we move π