i shouldn't let it bother me as much as it does, but it does. I admit that I'm jealous. Everywhere I look, theres people with their cliques, friend groups, people who they can ask to help them hide a body. Loves and apperciations. I don't really have that. Im lonely and admit it.
Man, second year of being a tuber during pride, and seeing everyone talk about their experiences and friendships and relationships, and being able to be honest and put themselves out there... It kinda makes me feel even more isolated than I already feel.