My family keeps bugging me to do college or a job cause they think im better but im actually worse then ever but can't just act it anymore cause im not 14 anymore. I genuinely might kms this year just to escape the concept of getting older and having responsibilities
At 11 I said I wouldn't make it another year and I was told "It gets better". I turned 17 this year, it has not gotten better, I have only gotten worse. When does the "better" life come?