@Kairuichan I’m so sorry to hear this, losing family is incredibly difficult. I hope you’re able to take the time to grieve and remember the good moments you shared with him.
Finally got something to be positive about: I landed a new job! Pays 30% more, is fully remote, has flexible PTO, and I get to build cool stuff. Feels like I’ve been searching for something like this for a while and I’m really glad it worked out.
Got some good news: I had bloodwork done a couple days ago and the nurse called with my results and said my diabetes is in remission.
I lost ~80lbs from when I was my heaviest over the past two years and it seems to have made a big difference.
First session went better than I thought. Learned a lot about newer psych research and how different events affect how your mind and body process things. Have a treatment plan set up for next session that isn't just "go outside more lol".
Decided to finally look into therapy again and was able to get scheduled with a doctoral psychologist surprisingly fast. I think I’ve hit a point where I can’t really manage on my own anymore so hopefully this leads to some improvement.