@KitsuneKorthis I understand that and I do know there is only so much professional help can do.
But take it from someone who has been closed off: it will not help. It will only make you bitter in the end.
Please continue to talk to people who you enjoy their presence. Reach out to new people.
@KitsuneKorthis The worst thing you could do is close yourself off to people.. Take some time to figure out what you need to. Talk to someone professional if you need to.