unfortunately, i don’t like nonchalant men. be present, check on me, be affectionate. tell me i’m gorgeous, plan the dates, bring the flowers, act like you actually want me in your life. Be absolutely obsessed with me
you can't teach CONSIDERATION. it’s either a person NATURALLY thinks about you and how something will affect your feelings, your comfort, your safety, your peace of mind, and your heart or they DON'T.
You kept me like a secret, but I kept you like an oath
Sacred prayer & we'd swear
To remember it all too well
Well, maybe we got lost in translation
Maybe I asked for too much
But maybe this thing was a masterpiece 'til you tore it all up
Running scared, I was there
I remember it
MacArthur's Park is melting in the dark
All the sweet, green icing flowing down
Someone left the cake out in the rain
I don't think that I can take it
'Cause it took so long to bake it
And I'll never have that recipe again🪩
Fast-FWD to this year & I invited the new guy I’m seeing whom I invited a month ago teasingly if “we were still talking by then”… he made sure with work he would leave early that day no matter what and my director ended up loving him… if he wanted to he would. 🥺 #reflecting
Last years holiday work party, the boy I had a crush on told me he would come if that would make me happy.. days would go by and claimed had one client that couldn’t reschedule. I understood….