what do you call that phase of autistic burnout where u see ur life fall apart due to inaction but you're too depressed to do anything and everything feels like a collosal task so u just sit and watch things get worse
ADHD isn’t always hyperactivity. Sometimes it’s sitting in the same spot for 3 hours, thinking of 97 things to do, and doing none. Then hating yourself for it. Then dissociating. Then apologizing. Then repeating. It’s not laziness. It’s invisible burnout.
Addiction is the hardest thing I’ve ever experienced. Not just my own, but seeing people I love relapse. I want to save them all. I want to give all my trust and love to them. And you just can’t or it will suck every bit of the energy I need to put into myself.
People who are introverted and have ADHD see a text and are like “I’ll deal with this when I have the social and emotional energy for it” and then fucking forget about it for a week. Anyway, I’m people.
I apologize if I do not reach out anymore. My life is falling apart. I’m sad almost every time, fighting for my life every day, second guessing my career path, tired from a job I don’t like, confused, and sleeping whenever I get free time just to escape reality.