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[🦢 @Swan__000]

who do i call
emotions felt but not expressed
mental & ego allow me to stall
2 wrongs don’t make a right
if i succeed will it matter when i die
who to call, and who’s to say
genuinely nevermind
bless the Lord for another day

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keeping balance rough
the weight of my hangtime
catching up to my spine

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witnessed change in perspective,
only when too late were you reflective,
narrative is issues faced were caused by I,
yet when i provided solutions,
your pride rejected,
we were in a reality where the world revolved around your projections.
all this to say, i learned my lesson

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eventually
____ _____ ____ __ ______

i know i do

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new day lets gooo

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intention never been attention

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guess we all gain foresight too late within hindsight

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the ones closest know how to protect me better than i know how to myself

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life is good
my loved ones are healthy
nothing but positive energy

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treat my feelings
like my nose
stay choosing to
ignore em

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out of sight
out of mind
atleast thats what they say

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disconnected
fog in the mirror
ignorant toward reflection
embracing rejection
beware projections
as they could be lethal
to your protection

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trapped in conscious
no relapse,
aka i’ll try not to
i promise

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fuck else was i supposed to do,
i did what was best for the both of us

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the other day i was thinking about whether or not you thought about if i had been thinking or ever had thoughts about you, in the morning, or if i heard a song, or maybe a memory that replayed a bit too long, which lead to the clear conclusion that i gotta stop thinking about you

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alwayss

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* **** ****** **** *** ********

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perhaps if we sought
the answers found
would allow our
bind to peak & remain high,
unfortunately the most height
found was my imagination
reaching for this tweet

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cupid aint do no flying
angels aint do no prying,
just sighing

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nah after today
i really do understand
tears in the rain